Rains Of Emotions

Sigh. A day of lasts. Last Bhajan.. last night in my room... Last night with my doggies on either side.. last time ill type a blog post in Malaysia for the next 6 months at least. Im feeling sad now. But its a happy kinda sad. My younger bro just came in n said hes gonna miss me.. Im gonna miss him to. Granted hes not a really vocal fella, but him just being there is good enough..

It's weird isn't it.. this is what i want. I wanna go to university. But at the same time its so hard. I dont wanna leave all this behind.. my family, my friends. I dont want things to change. But at the same time i want them to change. Mixed up isnt it.. sigh. I dont know. Tomoroow come what may im getting on tht plane and going to tht university. However hard it maybe. But i cannot guarentee that i wont shed tears at leaving my parents, my brother, my doggies, my god-siblings, my friends and all the other people who i love..

I dont know what to call this post. Its an out-pour of emotions i think what im feeling now. Maybe thats it. Rain of Feeling. Thats it.

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Stepping Stones

The next big step. The first big ste[was "leaving home" for the wonerful lands of the HIlltop School kindergarten. The it was leaving the comfort Zone of hilltop to SSU. SSU, a place of memories and feelings. Leaving SSU after P6 wasnt relly a big deal for me.. it was in fact a breathe of fresh air to be at SETA.

Leaving SETA however in form 2, to move to Penang, Was a HUGE deal!! I loved that school. I had my friends, and it was also the time i Left my home, JB. That to me was a huge step. The biggest at that point in life.

Fastforward.

CGL. Form 5. Also a lil hard to leave that place. Fond memories, frens and laughter.

Then KDU. KDU, sigh. I met some of my best frens of all there. In addition to Noor Lfrom CGL, there was now people like Shobi, Gajen n Nigel who i KNow at any point of time will always be there for me. There was Vijay and Hui, there was Van and there was Sera, allthese people had a huge impact on my life.Though Ill never really leave them behind because were always talking and keeping in touch, its sad that I wont see them everyday again.


NOW for the HUGEST step of all. Leaving home. Going to University. This step puts all the other to shame. It is the hardest, the most exciting, the most liberating, the most sobering step of all. In just 4 days time, i shall leave the comforts of my home, to go to India. To the Manipal University where i shall become a medical student in the Melaka-Manipal Medicine Programme.
Its Exciting, at the same time its incredibly scary! However, part of me firmly believes, that I will cope.

In this light, I shall name this post Stepping Stones. Because that is what life really is, isnt it. Eac part of life is a stepping stone to the next. So till next time, enjo the various stepping stones of life

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The Three Stooges....For one last time

It twas the 29th of August 2008, the time was 830pm. The place was MPH. Van Nigel and Me. Leena was supposed to be there but as always, it just HAS to be the three stooges. Never the Fabulous FOur or whatever nonsense(LOL). So ANYWAY, we met outside MPH, and we decided to go for dinner.

We walked to Chili's, and thought we would eat there, cos Van had never tried the food there before, BUT the place was FULL!!! They said we had to wait for a while. We were all HUNGRY. So we decided to just eat at Breeks, next door. SO to Breeks we went. Van and i had Fish and chicken respectively which each came with like a spoonful of spaghetti each. And Nigel and a medium well-done steak. The food was decent.

So with dinner done and over,it was still early. Too early to head home. So we decided to go for a walk along gurney drive. But just as we stepped out into on to the road, it started to rain.. SO we went back into Gurney. And can u believe it?? It was only about 10 but everything was shutting down on a FRIDAY night!!!! SIGH. So we decided to walk about anyway..We found this lil kids thing.. you know with the rides n all? and we decided to take pics...

which i shall now upload :D
Oh wow this is taking a long time.....






SO all in all we went crazy and had fun

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Getting over the hurdles

I have attempted to write a new post five timmes in the last week.. but somehow they never worked out. So now I am on attempt number 6 and i hope that this one will be publisehd for mass viewing. ALot has happened in the last couple of days. For one my god sis is back :D:D:D( sindhu fomr the maldives back for Hols).

Next a person whom i consider closer then a brother is getting married soon.
ANd we had that teen youth Beach Activity thing as well!

Which by the way was so much fun!! Imagine seeing all our teens getting down n dirty! It was fun! They totally let loose. And just had fun. Sure there were a lil hiccups along the way with lasck of discipline among some of em, but we got through those. All in all that was a fun morning. Will post pics later

I started to write about all of these things but somehow the posts were never completed. I think back now and I realise that I am suffering from writers block. See some very upsetting things have happened recently and maybe thats why i cant blog about anything else. I cant possibly blog about what is upsetting me. Its something personal, so hurtful that its better to try(I reiterate-TRY) to forget about these things. But sometimes its just a little hard. People play such a big role in our lives. When something hurtful happens, sometimes its hard to take.

BUT again that is what life is all about. Getting over the hurdles. And so that is what i shall call this post. Getting over the hurdles

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Anthills of the Savannah.... EXCEPT there are no anthills and no savannah.. JUST ANTS

So im hungry. The natural insticnt of one who is hungry is to go find food right? So thats what i do. I go to the kitchen and find something to eat. AHHHH There is half a french loaf left! YAY!!!!!!! i get to make pizza halves which taste wonderful when made with french loaf. With these thoughts in mind my mouth already watering at the thought of my tasty treat, i take the loaf( WHICH IS STILL WRAPPED IN ITS PACKET) to the chopping board to cut myself some slices.

I Unwrap the covering... i remove the loaf from the packet... and LO BEHOLD there are ZILLIONS of PESKY little black thingy's crawling all over MY BREAD/ But for the fact that today is tuesday and i am therefore vegetarian, i would have roasted those suckers and EATEN the bread.. after all ants are jsut extra protein right (JOKE)

SO with tears in my eyes(heart) i listen to mummy dearest and do some SEVA.. feed to loaf to the birds.... and then comes along the biggest, greediest,fattest bird of all. Its a brown, four legged, exceedingly handsome( extreme biasness on my part), overweight, fluffy brown bird. Who then proceeds to BARK aat me and ask for some of what would have been MY bread. I look pityingly at the poor soul,(uncle Rocky) and give him a hunk of bread. He takes it oh so joyfully and runs of to the couch,plonks himsle fon the couch and enjoys what is now HIS tantalizing morsel. SIGH. Thinking the poor dog is hungry I walk to the couch and give him another piece. The greedy one sniffs at it and truns his face away. HE ONLY WANTED THE BREAD CAUSE I WAS GIVING IT TO THE BIRDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN ANYONE GET MORE SPOILED?????????? HAAIH.

So that was the end of my hunger craving, and as i now sit here typing it out i ignore the growls of hunger(and greed) that my tummy is emmiting, and say,... its better for my figure. EVEN THOUGH there are now ants crawling on me having me as their meal.

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Passions

Ahh last night.. the three stooges meet again!
Van Nigel and me.. we went for dinner in Passions! See every monday is our night. Its supposed to be four of us. But somehow it always happens that its only three of us. This week Leena couldn't make it! So then we thought that we would call Gaj to come join us but then he went to Bukit Merah so he couldn't come la.. SO it was the three of us..Nigel(designated driver), Van(the weird weird one), and me!

Nigel is normally the LATE one.. but yesterday he showed up early!!! He was supposed to come only at 8 but he came at 740! So i wasnt ready yet la.. So he and Van ahd to wait for a little while.

The we headed off to Passions for dinner. Dinner was Ok.. not to fantastic. I think the passions in NWP is better. The ambiance is nicer and somehow the food tastes better! The place was relatively empty cos it was a monday night. WE finished dinner by 830! SO then we were wondering what to do! It was only 830. Too early to go home. SO we decided to go to Queensbay and watch a movie. We ended up watching X-Files. It was pretty good but a little freaky la. But X_Files is SUPPOSED to Be scary!

All in all it was a fun night!

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I havent blogged in a while. Alot of things have been going on but not stuff that i can blog about i guess. Life is really unexpected. That is all