Girls evening :)

IM sitting here... in K's place... watching em playing with clothes LOL
K says shes gotta start following my blog... see what im wirintg bout her.. so if ur reading this.. :P
Things are a lil better now... but i gotta start studying.. like seriously.. theres alot to do.. and I dont wanna be stressed( well to stressed) later on...

Supremo is on saturday... i dont know what to wear.. its between two sarees...or a green dress..( and gaj before u ask.. its one colour.. n i think you'd approve) Noor L,n SHobi are both gonna be home for holidays next week.. actually as im typing this.. i think shobi should have landed in good ol penang..WIsh i was home..then we could all have like a gathering.. and another cooking session :P

LOL typical girls session la.. all talking bout which part of theri body needs improving...ok personally.. i think its my abs.. a bit to much flab for my liking... needs toning... unfortunately.. im lazy..

Just realised that i Probably need to put a few moing on lately... will put em up.. the Holi pics.. the various birthdays.. the random girls nights.. will put em up:)

Will be a bit more regular bout blogging.. especially now that i have finally got my internet back.. I'll be more regular:)

that is all( for now)

Frustration

Its really true. Manipal does teach you alot. More than an education about medicine, you get an education about life. I've learnt some stuff so far... but somehow i have a feeling that before im done in Manipal, i;ll be getting alot more of these,sometimes,not so pleasent lessons on life.
Perhaps this is why people change, or rather they hide what is really true about themselves.

Sometimes I wonder.. that fateful CHOICE that i made..is it really worth it? Would i have been happier being one of the crowd. But then again, if i didnt make that choice... i would not have met some of the most wonderful people i know today. All that said and done, the choice has been mae. There is no turning back now.

SO if you havent alreay guessed, I am not in the best of moods at the moment. I miss people who understand. Its sa that were all miles n miles apart. If we were together, things would be different.
It feels sometimes like im floating alone.. in this life.. in this place. Its scary cos for the first time in my life, it feels that way. I've never felt this way before. Whats worse is that this is the totally worng time to be feeling this way. I've got exams coming up, and if i dont wanna be kept back 6 months, i need to buckle down n work hard. Its hard to focus. Its easy to say, u know what u came here for and so just shut up and get to it. But its no so easy to do. Manipal can get very lonely. But sometimes, this lonliness is educating. I think ive been educated on this aspect enough..I'd like my life back if thats ok...

i guess thats all