Girls evening :)

IM sitting here... in K's place... watching em playing with clothes LOL
K says shes gotta start following my blog... see what im wirintg bout her.. so if ur reading this.. :P
Things are a lil better now... but i gotta start studying.. like seriously.. theres alot to do.. and I dont wanna be stressed( well to stressed) later on...

Supremo is on saturday... i dont know what to wear.. its between two sarees...or a green dress..( and gaj before u ask.. its one colour.. n i think you'd approve) Noor L,n SHobi are both gonna be home for holidays next week.. actually as im typing this.. i think shobi should have landed in good ol penang..WIsh i was home..then we could all have like a gathering.. and another cooking session :P

LOL typical girls session la.. all talking bout which part of theri body needs improving...ok personally.. i think its my abs.. a bit to much flab for my liking... needs toning... unfortunately.. im lazy..

Just realised that i Probably need to put a few moing on lately... will put em up.. the Holi pics.. the various birthdays.. the random girls nights.. will put em up:)

Will be a bit more regular bout blogging.. especially now that i have finally got my internet back.. I'll be more regular:)

that is all( for now)

Frustration

Its really true. Manipal does teach you alot. More than an education about medicine, you get an education about life. I've learnt some stuff so far... but somehow i have a feeling that before im done in Manipal, i;ll be getting alot more of these,sometimes,not so pleasent lessons on life.
Perhaps this is why people change, or rather they hide what is really true about themselves.

Sometimes I wonder.. that fateful CHOICE that i made..is it really worth it? Would i have been happier being one of the crowd. But then again, if i didnt make that choice... i would not have met some of the most wonderful people i know today. All that said and done, the choice has been mae. There is no turning back now.

SO if you havent alreay guessed, I am not in the best of moods at the moment. I miss people who understand. Its sa that were all miles n miles apart. If we were together, things would be different.
It feels sometimes like im floating alone.. in this life.. in this place. Its scary cos for the first time in my life, it feels that way. I've never felt this way before. Whats worse is that this is the totally worng time to be feeling this way. I've got exams coming up, and if i dont wanna be kept back 6 months, i need to buckle down n work hard. Its hard to focus. Its easy to say, u know what u came here for and so just shut up and get to it. But its no so easy to do. Manipal can get very lonely. But sometimes, this lonliness is educating. I think ive been educated on this aspect enough..I'd like my life back if thats ok...

i guess thats all

:)

Wow... its really been a while since i last posted. So much has happened since.
Its interesting isnt it, how life really takes you on a long twisted road, only to lead to to right back to where you started. Things seem like they are changing but they actually have never changed.

Since coming to Manipal, I've noticed changes in myself. I guess tis all part of simply growing up. Some changes have been good for me:) some not so good. People have revealed alot about themselves as well. My circle of trust has shrunk since coming back. Which is kinda sad, cos those who know me, know that when i trust, i give it my all. And it hurts badly when those who u trust are those who put a knife in your back. As i sit here typing this, i cant help but remember each of those fate-ridden incidences, in which, the almighty's hand truly protected me. Saved me from becoming to deep, form being burried beneath these things, sending me people who constantly remind me why I am here and what needs to be done. People who give without waiting to see what will be given in return.
Heres to them. Those few, who make my life here complete:)

To those who were following my blog, sorry that there ave been no posts. I truly apologise. I promise to keep better account of all things that occur from this day on.
My passion for poetry,music,has been revived. It took a short break while i was distracted with other things. But its back. TOday, while seeing a lecturer, I came across a poem which was stuck on the wall. No doubt all of us have seen,read,this poem before. If by Rudyard Kipling.

More posts to come. Definately.

That is all :)

Life goes on

So im back in inddia.. havent written for a long time!!
Life here is well.. going on...

We celebrated Holi a couple of days ago.. it was absolutely fab! The colours,the fun.it was infective!Will post pictures :)

Then the next day was our orientation for Batch 24. In Kuhan's timeless words "it was an impossible task..." but we did it. Yes. In just 2 days, the whole batch came together as one. United. We worked together and put up a brilliant show for the incoming batch. It was so good that the dean declared a holiday just for our batch:) Personally, the bunch of us put up a fashion show, showing the new batch what is and what isn't appropriate for class. Everyone agreed that it was absolutely fabulous :D( yes i AM modest:P)

SO we spent the holiday by the beach,chilling,reading, talking and having fun. Then we had a good dinner at Saai Parivar.

Since coming back to Manipal, the days have been pretty eventful,hectic even. Right at this moment, I am in the midst of preparing for the cultural parade for the opening of Utsav. Utsav is this huge event where all the colleges come together for a series of cultural competitions. The opening is a parade which culminates with each college giving a 3 minute long performance to explain theri own theme.. so we represent MMMC :)

Life is hectic, but i kinda like it this way. Theres still alot to study. I guess that will never change....

so anyways for now.. enjoy the pics!!

That is all



:D guess who did their make up!!!

And the three of em.. haih...

:)

So the ayu!!!

More pics on fb

Trust hurts

You had my trust.
You used and abused it.
For this never will I trust again.
How right they were.
I know now.
I was a fool to trust you.

How can you hold your head up high
Knowing that you've betrayed someones trust
Have you no shame? no Morales?
Have you no sense of honour? Of Pride?
The lies that escape your lips,
With such ease, with such convincing speech
Indeed you are the lowest of the human species.
Animals are deserving of more respect then you.

God knows,
Time will repay your deeds.

the workings of the human mind..

So i leave Malaysia in exactly 3 days time...
Its a weird kinda mixed feelings
Im bored shit at home..
I miss my manipal frens

AT THE SAME TIME

I want to be here in penang
Cos alot is gonna be happening

Gana's getting engaged
Walk for Values coming up
Smaranams is kick starting again
and then theres the mutts..

BUT
in penang..
my frens are all leaving
by the end of the year,
penang will be free of members of 300

SO the conclusion is
going back to manipla is a good thing
but its also a bad thing
i cannot make up my mind

On to more pressing issues
todays lunch has not been decided
I have strange craving for pizza and roti canai..
wonder which its gonna be.......

that is all

Update 2

So my holidays are coming to an end pretty quickly...Its mixed feelings bout going back.. I suppose that its perfectly normal though... :)
Other then that, life at home has been pretty routine.. wake up... eat something..go out.. come back.. chill... online.. sleep..
Leena left a few days ago, to Australia... all of us have officially flown the nest! Leena me n Shobi.. even Gajen has left too... waiting on Van who'll be leaving pretty soon herself!

I passed the driving test.. so am officially able to LEGALLY race the streets! :P
Havent Hung out with Jk n Pravina this hols.. maybe sometime this week..
Batch 22 did really well for their unis.. all of those who mean alot to me passed..[ so happy :) ]
Batch 20 di well to i think.. but since im not so close to em.. not really sure..:)

When i get baack it'll be my turn..

that is all..