Blowing of some steam

Have you ever felt that sometimes God doesnt spread the problems of life out evenly? like a hundred and fifty different things are all happening at the same time? like problme after problem they all come cascading down, not caring to see if you can cope?"orblem after problem ...and in the centre me".

This is what life feels like right now. I supposed objectively speaking this is what everyy teenagers life is like. Exams, Life, Love, and then other problems which at our age we are not supposed to be worrying about. Problems that our elders, people who are supposed to be older and wiser, not only our parents but adults as a whole, are supposed to be worrying about.Yeah, they are worrying about them. At least those who care ( mom n dad ) are but what about the rest? Doesn't the lives of people who you are supposed to care about matter? You would think that they would understand the pressures of being a teenager and help to alleviate the stress a little bit. After all they do use the common refrain" you think I havent been a teenager before" much to often for my liking. Hello this century is different form yours!!

I suppose that now i must seem like an ungrateful, un-thanking teenage wretch. But you know what? Sometimes its all just too much to handle. Fr those of you who know, maybe you understand. Sometimes its all just a bit much....

bye

Emoti(cons)

Right... so there are two major chat thingys that i use.. Yahoo Messenger.. and MSN Messenger... But the thing is.. the conversations that take pace on these two messenger programmes... are historical.. Thinking back, the funniest things, the most serious things.. the only time a guy i have never met in my whole entire life except on MSN confessed he had feelings for me, the sweetest things said( Cue Sweetie!!!) were all said and done on MSN or YM...

This got me thinking now.. are we human ebings really that afraid of speaking face to face? to share our most intimate thoughts and feelings via computer. Via screen displaying our emotions, the complexities of human emotions with a simple EMOTICON ;)?? is this what we have been reduced to? God most complex creations, Being able to feel and DESCRIBE thousands of emotions in miliseconds, with Complex minds, reduced to expressing ourselves to a computer screen.

I too am guilty of this. I mean here i am, puring out my frustration to a computer. Not like theres anyone who is actually going to read and appriceate this post. I mean, it will end being my memoirs of whatever frustrated me at any one point in life. I should be out there speaking to someone. Telling a real person all this.

So there you have it. Emotions reduced to EMOTICONS.....

Bye

Pass is Pass

Well I cannot believ it!!! I PASSED the ABRSM grade 5 theory exam!!! Me, Pass.... theres a surprise!! You see i didnt do any work at all for this exam. I didn't do the pass year exam questions, i didn't finish my homework, I didn't do any work at all!!! My teacher, Anne despaired that i would ever pass. She thought i would be her first failure.. but i passed!!!! granted wiht only 69 marks... 66 is pass. but like i said to her

PASS IS PASS!!!


YAY!!

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Constant Change= Constant Cringing

Human beings hate change.This is a scientifically proven point. Change is among the worst feared things. Why is it we fear change? Is it the uncertainty of it all? the fact that something is going to change? Simple things like changing the brand of shampoo that we use is .... well hard to say the least. I for one dont even like to change the brand of butter that we use. I mean they are all so different . Olive Groove, Vitalite etc. Different taste. Now you may think i crazy or paranoid or that i have an obsessive compulsive disorder. I may have. I dont know.But i still DO NOT LIKE CHANGE.

Imagine how major changes affect human life. Like the change in environmental climate.
The worlds temperature increases. Species of animals die.Species of plants die. Change in seasons. Winter somehow isnt that cold anymore. No need of winter clothes. Factories close down. People lose jobs. Economy drops . Looting starts. People are killed in the fight for survival. Human race extinct.

See little things like using too much plastic, Not recycling, they affect human beings. Change no matter how little affects us.

So back to how much i hate change. I think change and me dont get along so well because i like many of the other inhabitants of this earth like things to stay the same. I dont do so well with change. I Fear it.

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Dates with Dell

Weell im supposed to be studying but im stuck here sitting with the dell tech as he TRIES to repair My brothers computer. Subash is in college. This is the THIRD time they are coming to repair the computer and they have done the same thing each time. Different tech each time but each have done the same thing!! replace the mother board and the screen. If i was subash i would ring dell and ask for my money back then proceed to buy a mac book! 3899 cheaper then the XPS but wayyyy better!

URRGH!!!! im blaming dell if i screw up my practical tomorrow!!

The most trying times of our lives...

EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE DREADED 5 LETTER WORD!!!... it happens in a week. A LEVELS BEGIN... thats it from me.

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Sindhus Farewell

Yesterday a bunch of us went to Batu Ferringhi to bid farewelll to my dear god sister Sindhu. She is leaving for the beautiful country of Maldives for work purposes. It was incredibly fun. Those who came were Me ,Subash, Sharmeen, Jk, Pravina, Guru, Bharthy, Rohini, Kirti , Arjun, and of course the gues of honour, Sindhu. We ended up sitting in this bost (my guess is that it belong to a fisherman who took the day of) and plpaying truth or dare. The THINGS that came out and the THINGS that we did!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Before we played truth or dare, we barbequed by the beach(that is untill the waves came up and nearly washed the pit with all of the lamb away) Lamb, ZChicken, Sausages, Garlic bread, Chicken rice, Bee Hoon, Potato Salad, Cupcakes, we had them all.. it was soo good!!! Then Sharmeen and me also made a sandcastle which also got washed away about 5 mins after we were done... :(

WE HAD SO MUCH FUN!!!

Ill upload pics later for all to view...